Chapter 1: The Message That Destroyed Everything
“Mr. Reed, I would advise everyone not to delete messages, call logs, photographs, or anything else that might be relevant to this investigation.””
Officer Brooks's warning hung in the living room.
I barely heard her.
My eyes remained fixed on the four words displayed on her tablet.
DON'T CALL ME AGAIN.
My daughter had been eight years old.
Eight.
She still believed monsters lived beneath her bed. She still asked me to check the hallway light before she went to sleep. And she had received a message from her father telling her never to contact him again.
“Who had access to my phone?”” I asked.
Officer Brooks studied me.
“That's something we'll establish tomorrow.””
“I want to know now.””
“Mr. Reed, I understand you're upset, but raising your voice won't help us.””
“I didn't send that message!””
“I heard you.””
“Then why are you looking at me like I'm a suspect?””
She didn't answer immediately.
Instead, she glanced toward Vanessa.
That was when I noticed something.
Vanessa was holding her handbag against her stomach with both hands. Her fingers were trembling, and her eyes kept moving between Officer Brooks and the front door.
“Vanessa,” I said.
She looked at me.
“What?””
“Where was my phone Friday afternoon?””
“With you, I think.””
“You think?””
“You had it at breakfast.””
Officer Brooks stepped closer.
“Did you touch his phone at any point during the weekend?””
Vanessa shook her head.
“No.””
“Did you know Mr. Reed's daughter was trying to contact him?””
“No. Of course not.””
“Did you know she had sent him messages?””
Vanessa's lips parted.
For a moment, she seemed unable to decide what to say.
Then she looked at me.
“Marcus, this is ridiculous. We were together all weekend. You know I wouldn't do something like that.””
I stared at her.
Together.
Three days in Savannah.
Three days of expensive restaurants, hotel sheets, champagne, and stolen moments that I had convinced myself were worth the damage they would eventually cause.
I had ignored my wife.
I had ignored my daughter.
And now the woman I had betrayed my family for was standing in my living room, telling a police officer she had done nothing wrong.
“Go home,” I told her.
Vanessa blinked.
“What?””
“Leave.””
“Marcus, don't do this.””
“Please.””
She looked toward Danielle.
“I really am sorry.””
Danielle laughed bitterly.
“Then do something useful. Walk out of my house.””
Vanessa's face hardened.
“I don't think you understand—”
“Get out!””
Danielle's scream silenced the room.
Vanessa grabbed her suitcase.
Before leaving, she leaned close to me.
“We need to talk privately.””
“There's nothing left to talk about.””
Her expression changed.
It was only for a second, but I saw it.
Anger.
Not sadness. Not concern.
Anger.
Then she walked out.
The front door closed behind her.
Officer Brooks waited until the sound of her footsteps disappeared.
“Mr. Reed, I need to ask you something.””
“Anything.””
“Did you give anyone your phone password?””
I swallowed.
“Vanessa knew it.””
Danielle slowly turned toward me.
“Of course she did.””
“Danielle—”
“Did you give her access to everything?””
I couldn't answer.
Officer Brooks made a note.
“Was she alone with your phone at any point?””
I thought back to Friday morning.
The hotel.
The breakfast buffet.
Vanessa sitting across from me, laughing while I complained about a business meeting.
My phone had been on the table.
I remembered getting up to answer a call from my business partner.
When I returned, Vanessa had been holding my phone.
She had smiled and handed it back.
I'd thought nothing of it.
“I don't know,” I admitted.
Danielle closed her eyes.
“God help us.””
Officer Brooks gave me her card.
“Tomorrow, nine o'clock. Bring your phone. Don't attempt to access or modify anything that could affect the investigation.””
“I'll be there.””
After she left, the house became painfully quiet.
Danielle walked toward the staircase.
“Where are you going?”” I asked.
“To my daughter's room.””
“Can I come?””
She stopped.
For several seconds, she didn't turn around.
Then she said something that hurt more than anything else she had said that evening.
“You've already missed the last time, Marcus.””
I followed her anyway.
Lily's bedroom door was painted lavender.
A paper butterfly hung from the handle, and a crooked drawing of our family was taped to the wall.
I stood in the doorway.
Her bed was made.
Her pink blanket was folded at the foot, and her stuffed rabbit sat against the pillow.
On the little desk beside her window stood a glass jar filled with colorful paper stars.
I'd helped her make those stars last Christmas.
She'd insisted on writing something inside every one.
I picked up the nearest one.
Daddy makes the best pancakes.
Another.
Daddy is strong enough to carry me when I'm sleepy.
Another.
Daddy always comes back.
My knees nearly gave way.
Danielle sat on the bed.
“She made those after you missed her school performance,” she whispered.
I looked at her.
“What?””
“She said she wasn't upset because Daddy had important work. She said she wanted to make you something so you wouldn't feel bad.””
I covered my mouth.
Danielle reached beneath Lily's pillow and pulled out a small pink notebook.
“She wrote in this every night.””
She opened it to a page marked with a yellow heart.
I recognized Lily's handwriting.
Monday: Daddy said he would call.
Tuesday: Daddy didn't call. Maybe he is busy.
Wednesday: Mommy said Daddy is working.
Thursday: I miss Daddy.
The next page was dated Friday.
The writing was uneven.
Daddy said not to call him again.
Below that, she'd drawn a little broken heart.
And beneath the heart were six words.
I think Daddy doesn't love me.
I couldn't breathe.
“No,” I whispered.
Danielle stared at the page.
“She read that message at school. She showed it to her teacher.””
I looked up.
“What?””
“Her teacher called me because Lily was crying in the bathroom. She thought you'd stopped loving her.””
My fingers tightened around the notebook.
“Why didn't you tell me?””
Danielle's eyes filled.
“I called you fifty-one times, Marcus.””
I lowered my head.
She stood and walked toward the closet.
“There's something else.””
She pulled down a small cardboard box.
Inside were Lily's drawings, school certificates, birthday cards, and a white envelope with my name written across it.
The handwriting was unmistakably hers.
*FOR DADDY. OPEN WHEN HE COMES HOME.*
I reached for it.
Danielle didn't let go immediately.
“She asked me to keep it somewhere safe.””
“Please.””
Her fingers finally released the envelope.
Inside was a folded sheet of pink paper.
Dear Daddy,
I know you are busy. I don't want you to get in trouble because of me.
I'm sorry I called too much.
I promise I won't call again if you don't want me to.
But I still love you.
Love, Lily.
I sank onto the edge of her bed.
For a long time, I couldn't make a sound.
Then I noticed something written at the bottom.
A sentence squeezed between the paper's folds.
Mommy says you love me, but I heard your voice say you don't want me.
I looked at Danielle.
“What does that mean?””
She wiped her cheeks.
“She heard someone talking to her on the phone.””
My stomach tightened.
“Who?””
Danielle shook her head.
“I don't know. She said it sounded like you.””
“Did she speak to me?””
“No. She said someone answered and told her to stop calling.””
I stared at her.
“Someone answered?””
Danielle nodded.
“That's why I need you to understand something. This wasn't just a text message.””
My blood turned cold.
“Someone spoke to our daughter?””
“Apparently.””
“Who?””
“I don't know, Marcus!””
She threw her hands up.
“Every time she tried to reach you, something happened. Her calls went unanswered. Then she received that message. Then she told me someone had answered your phone.””
I stood.
“I'm going to the police.””
“Tomorrow.””
“I'm going now.””
Danielle looked at me with exhausted eyes.
“Do you know what Lily said when the ambulance arrived?””
I froze.
“She asked whether Daddy would be angry if she called him one more time.””
The room blurred.
Danielle turned away.
“She was frightened of bothering you while she was dying.””
I fell to my knees beside the bed.
And for the first time in my adult life, I prayed.
Not for forgiveness.
Not for another chance.
I prayed that somehow, impossibly, I could go back to Friday afternoon.
My phone vibrated in my pocket.
I pulled it out.
An unknown number.
One new message.
You need to stop asking questions about Friday.
A second message appeared.
Lily wasn't supposed to die.
I stared at the screen.
May you like
Then a third message arrived.
And if you tell Danielle what really happened in Savannah, she'll be next.