Chapter 1: The Dress That Was Supposed to Save My Life
“Mommy, I want that dress,” Brianna said, pointing at the gown I had spent six months creating.
Vanessa barely looked at me before smiling at her daughter.
“Then take it, sweetheart. Your stepsister should be grateful that something she made can finally be useful to someone.””
For a moment, I couldn't breathe.
My fingers tightened around the blue silk until the fabric wrinkled beneath my palms. Sunlight poured through the narrow window of my bedroom, illuminating hundreds of sapphire crystals scattered across the gown's bodice. Each crystal represented an hour of work, a dollar I couldn't afford to waste, and another night I'd spent fighting the pain behind my right eye.
Tomorrow was the Georgia Young Designers Showcase.
Winning could change everything.
Losing could mean watching my eyesight deteriorate while the two women standing in front of me continued pretending my suffering was an inconvenience.
And now my stepmother wanted to give my dress to her daughter.
“Brianna,” I said, forcing my voice to remain steady, “that gown isn't yours.””
My stepsister's eyebrows shot upward.
“Excuse me?””
“You heard me. I made it for the competition.””
Brianna looked at her mother as though I'd committed a crime.
“Mommy, she's doing that thing again.””
Vanessa stepped farther into my room. Her cream-colored heels clicked against the wooden floor, stopping inches from the protective tissue I'd spread beneath the gown's train.
“What thing, darling?””
“Acting like she's better than everyone.””
“I never said that,” I replied.
“You don't have to.”” Brianna lifted her chin.
“You sit up here sewing all day, and somehow you think that makes you special.””
I stared at her.
She wore a designer dress that cost more than everything in my bedroom combined. A gold bracelet glittered around her wrist. Her freshly styled hair fell in glossy waves over her shoulders, and her manicured nails were the exact shade of pink I'd once asked Vanessa to buy me for a school dance.
She'd laughed at that request.
Apparently, nail polish was an unnecessary expense when it was for me.
But Brianna could have anything she wanted.
Including something that had taken half a year of my life to create.
“Please don't touch the gown,” I said.
“The embroidery is delicate.””
Brianna reached for the bodice anyway.
I caught her wrist before her fingers brushed the crystals.
Her expression hardened.
“Let go of me!””
I released her immediately.
She stumbled backward one step, then pressed a hand dramatically against her chest.
“Did you see that, Mommy? She attacked me!””
Vanessa's face changed.
The warmth she'd shown her daughter disappeared, replaced by the cold expression I had learned to fear.
“Nia Carter, what is wrong with you?””
“I didn't attack her. I stopped her from grabbing my dress.””
“Your dress?”” Vanessa repeated.
She glanced at the gown and laughed without humor.
“Listen to yourself. You live under my roof, eat my food, and use electricity that I pay for. And now you're claiming ownership over something you've made?””
“My father bought this house.””
The words slipped out before I could stop them.
Vanessa went still.
For two seconds, the only sound was the steady ticking of the clock above my sewing table.
Then she took another step toward me.
“Your father is dead.””
My throat tightened.
“I know.””
“Do you?”” she asked.
“Because you behave as though he might walk through that door any minute and rescue you from every little disappointment.””
I looked away.
My father had been dead for three years.
Three years since the police arrived at our house with carefully chosen words and sympathetic expressions. Three years since Vanessa had taken control of his estate, explaining that she was simply protecting the family from unnecessary complications.
Three years since I'd started feeling like a guest in the home where I'd grown up.
Before his death, my father used to sit beside my sewing machine while I worked. He wasn't a fashion expert, but he loved watching me turn ordinary fabric into something beautiful.
He used to say that my hands could build a future no one could take away.
I had believed him.
Until I realized that people could steal your materials, your money, your opportunities, and even the truth about the person who had taught you to dream.
“Tomorrow's competition matters,” I said quietly.
“The first prize is twenty-five thousand dollars. I need that money.””
Brianna rolled her eyes.
“For your little eye problem?””
I turned toward her.
“It's not a little problem.””
“Then why don't you ask a doctor to fix it?””
“Because treatment costs money.””
“So get a job.””
“I already work.””
Vanessa gave a small, impatient sigh.
“Enough.””
I gestured toward the gown.
“I've spent six months making this. I paid for the silk by altering clothes for people in the neighborhood. I bought the crystals one packet at a time. I worked until three in the morning because I wanted to have a real chance tomorrow.””
“And now Brianna wants to wear it,” Vanessa replied.
“You should be pleased that someone appreciates your work.””
“She doesn't appreciate it. She wants to take it.””
Brianna crossed her arms.
“I don't have to explain myself to you. I'm wearing it tomorrow.””
“No.””
The word came out stronger than I intended.
Vanessa's mouth tightened.
“What did you say?””
“I said no. This dress belongs to me.””
Brianna looked genuinely offended.
“Mommy, tell her!””
Vanessa reached for her daughter's shoulder, rubbing it soothingly.
“Don't worry, sweetheart. We'll handle this.””
Then she faced me.
“You have until six o'clock to put that gown in Brianna's bedroom.””
I glanced at the clock.
Five thirty-eight.
“You can't force me to give it to her.””
“Actually, I can.””
“No, you can't.””
Vanessa's eyes flicked toward my sewing machine.
The machine had been secondhand when I'd bought it. One of its pedals occasionally stuck, and the motor made a faint grinding noise whenever I worked with heavy fabric. Still, it was the only thing in the house that belonged entirely to me.
Or so I'd thought.
“You remember the agreement we made about your expenses?”” Vanessa asked.
My stomach tightened.
“What agreement?””
“The one that allows you to continue living here while you finish school and pursue your little hobby.””
“Fashion design isn't a hobby.””
“Then perhaps it's time you discovered how expensive independence can be.””
She looked at Brianna.
“Come along, sweetheart. We'll let your sister think about her decision.””
Brianna picked up her handbag.
As she passed me, she deliberately brushed the gown's train with her heel.
I snatched the fabric away.
“Watch what you're doing!””
She smiled.
“Oops.””
Vanessa didn't reprimand her.
Instead, she paused at the doorway and delivered one final warning.
“Six o'clock, Nia. If that dress isn't in Brianna's room, don't expect to find your sewing machine here tomorrow.””
Then she closed the door.
I stood motionless until their footsteps disappeared down the hallway.
Only then did I allow myself to cry.
I cried for the dress. For my father. For the years I'd spent trying to earn kindness from a woman who seemed determined to make me feel grateful for every scrap of dignity she allowed me to keep.
Mostly, I cried because I was frightened.
My ophthalmologist had explained the diagnosis three weeks earlier. The condition affecting my right eye had progressed, and the flashes of light I'd been experiencing were becoming more frequent. I needed additional testing and treatment as soon as possible.
Without financial assistance, the next steps would be difficult to afford.
The competition was my best opportunity.
I wiped my cheeks and picked up my phone.
A message from my ophthalmologist remained open on the screen.
Please confirm whether you've secured funding for the recommended treatment. We need to discuss your options soon.
I typed a reply.
I'm trying. My design competition is tomorrow.
I hesitated before adding another sentence.
I think I have a real chance of winning.
Then I sent it.
At five forty-five, I inspected every seam on the gown.
At five fifty, I secured a loose crystal near the waist.
At five fifty-five, I wrapped the train in protective tissue and locked my bedroom door.
The deadline Vanessa had given me passed without a sound.
I didn't move the dress.
At six twelve, someone tried the handle.
“Nia,” Vanessa called.
“Open this door.””
I continued checking the embroidery.
“I'm working.””
“You've had enough time.””
“And I've made my decision.””
Silence.
Then I heard the sharp click of her phone.
“Fine,” she said.
“If you won't cooperate, I'll explain to Brianna why she needs to take matters into her own hands.””
I stood up.
“What does that mean?””
No answer.
I hurried to the door and unlocked it, but the hallway was empty.
A strange feeling settled over me.
Vanessa rarely threatened something without already having a plan.
I returned to my gown, gathered the train into my arms, and carried it to the wardrobe. There was a hidden space beneath the bottom shelf where I kept my father's old sketchbooks and the few possessions I'd managed to protect after his death.
I carefully placed the gown inside.
As I reached for the wardrobe door, my fingers brushed something hard beneath the lining of the garment bag.
I stopped.
I'd noticed the unusual stitching weeks earlier, but I'd assumed it was part of the gown's internal structure. Now, with the fabric turned inside out, I could see that one section of the lining had been sewn by hand using a different thread.
The stitches were old.
Much older than the rest of the dress.
My father had taught me to recognize his work. He used a distinctive double stitch whenever he repaired something he wanted to last.
These stitches looked exactly like his.
I pulled a small pair of embroidery scissors from my sewing table.
My hands trembled as I loosened three threads.
Something thin slipped out from between the lining and the inner layer of fabric.
A folded piece of paper.
I stared at it.
My father had died three years ago. I had spent every day since then believing I understood the circumstances of his death, even when certain details had never quite made sense.
Yet somehow, his handwriting was hidden inside the dress I'd created for the competition.
I unfolded the paper.
There were only seven words.
If Vanessa asks for this dress, run.
I read the sentence again.
Then again.
My phone vibrated in my hand.
An unknown number had sent me a message.
Don't let Brianna wear the blue gown. Your father knew what they did.
Before I could respond, a key scraped against the lock of my bedroom door.
May you like
Vanessa's voice drifted through the wood.
“Open up, Nia. I know you've found something.””