Chapter 2: The Man Who Never Raised His Voice
"Dad, what are you doing?""
My voice came out so quietly that I barely recognized it.
Daniel Carter didn't turn around.
He crossed the living room with the shears hanging at his side, his shoulders rigid and his expression unreadable. The television was playing some reality show no one was watching. A glass of iced tea sat sweating on the coffee table.
Everything looked painfully ordinary.
Except for the scissors in my father's hand.
Samantha sat on the cream-colored sofa with two friends, Brooke and Madison. Victoria was in the adjoining dining room, sorting through shopping bags.
Samantha lifted her new handbag.
"Isn't it gorgeous? Three thousand dollars, and I got the limited edition.""
Brooke whistled.
"Your mom is insane for buying you that.""
Samantha laughed.
"She says I deserve nice things.""
Dad stopped a few feet from the sofa.
"That's interesting," he said.
Samantha glanced up.
"Oh, hey, Dad. Did you see my bag?""
"I saw it.""
"Isn't it beautiful?""
Dad looked at the handbag for a long moment.
Then he raised the shears.
"Do you know what else was beautiful?""
The laughter died.
Samantha's eyes flicked toward the metal blades.
"What is that supposed to mean?""
"Your stepsister's graduation dress.""
Victoria appeared in the dining room doorway.
"Daniel, what's going on?""
He didn't look at her.
"I'm asking Samantha a question.""
Samantha set the handbag down.
"Okay. Why are you holding scissors like some kind of psycho?""
"Answer me.""
His voice wasn't loud.
That was what frightened me.
I had heard Dad angry before. I had seen him frustrated with work, exhausted by hospital bills from Mom's illness, and furious when a stranger once tried to scam an elderly neighbor.
But he had never sounded like this.
Samantha crossed her arms.
"Fine. I cut the stupid dress. Are we done?""
A sharp breath escaped me.
She had said it as casually as if she'd borrowed my phone charger.
Dad stared at her.
"Say that again.""
Her chin lifted.
"I cut it. It was ugly anyway.""
Brooke shifted uncomfortably.
Madison looked down at her hands.
Victoria hurried into the room.
"Samantha, why would you say that?""
"Because it's true!"" Samantha snapped.
"Emily acts like that dress makes her a princess. Somebody needed to bring her back to reality.""
Dad lowered the shears.
For one hopeful second, I thought he was going to put them away.
Instead, he turned toward the hallway.
"Come with me.""
Samantha frowned.
"Where?""
"Emily's room.""
"No.""
Dad looked at her.
It was the first time I had ever heard Samantha refuse him without even pretending to consider the consequences.
"I said no," she repeated.
"I'm not going upstairs to stare at a dead woman's dress.""
Victoria grabbed her daughter's arm.
"Sam, enough.""
Samantha yanked free.
"Don't touch me!""
Dad set the shears on the coffee table.
Then he leaned forward and picked up the handbag.
Samantha's expression changed instantly.
"Give that back.""
"Sit down.""
"Dad, that's mine!""
"Sit. Down.""
She dropped onto the sofa, furious.
Dad placed the handbag on the table between them.
"Do you know how much Emily spent to earn the privilege of wearing that dress tomorrow?""
Samantha rolled her eyes.
"Here we go.""
"Four years," he continued.
"Four years of working nights, studying on weekends, and paying for her own books because she refused to ask me for money when she knew how much your mother and I were spending on this house.""
"I didn't ask her to do any of that.""
"No," Dad said.
"You didn't. You were too busy asking your mother for another vacation.""
Samantha's cheeks flushed.
"That's not fair!""
"Neither was what you did.""
Victoria stepped between them.
"Daniel, please. We can discuss this calmly.""
He turned toward her.
"Calmly?""
"Yes. We don't need to turn one bad decision into a family crisis.""
Dad looked at her as though she had spoken a language he no longer understood.
"One bad decision?""
Victoria pressed her lips together.
"The girls have always had a difficult relationship. Samantha acted out. We can make arrangements to repair the dress.""
I shook my head.
"It can't be repaired the way it was.""
Victoria glanced at me.
"Emily, sweetheart, I'm sure Margaret can work something out.""
"She cut through the original fabric.""
"Then we'll buy new fabric.""
"It's not about buying fabric!""
My voice cracked.
Every person in the room turned toward me.
I took a shaky breath.
"My mother drew that dress before she died. Dad kept her sketches for nine years. Margaret used the original notes and measurements. The pearls came from the box Mom left in her studio.""
I looked at Victoria.
"You can't just buy those memories again.""
Victoria's expression softened, but only for a moment.
"I understand that you're upset.""
"No," I said.
"You don't.""
Samantha let out a bitter laugh.
"Everyone's acting like I burned down a church.""
Dad turned toward her.
"You destroyed something you knew was irreplaceable.""
"I was angry!""
"Then walk away.""
"I didn't think you'd care this much!""
The words landed in the room like a dropped glass.
Dad's mouth tightened.
"You didn't think I'd care?""
Samantha's eyes darted toward Victoria.
"I mean, it's a dress.""
Dad nodded slowly.
"You're right. It is a dress.""
He reached for the handbag again.
"And this is a handbag.""
Samantha jumped up.
"Don't you dare touch it!""
Dad held it by the handles.
"Three thousand dollars?""
"Yes!""
"How much did you spend on it?""
"Mom bought it for me!""
"Then you won't mind if we return it and use the money to compensate Emily.""
Samantha went pale.
"What?""
Victoria stepped forward.
"Daniel, you cannot take back a gift.""
"Why not?""
"Because it belongs to her.""
"And Emily's dress belonged to her. Yet Samantha seems to believe ownership means nothing when she wants something destroyed.""
Samantha lunged for the handbag.
Dad moved it out of reach.
"You're unbelievable!"" she screamed.
"You always do this! You always take her side!""
"I am taking the side of the person you hurt.""
"She's not your only daughter!""
"No," Dad said.
"But she's the only person in this room who didn't choose to hurt someone tonight.""
Silence.
Samantha stared at him as if he had slapped her.
Then she turned to Victoria.
"Say something!""
Victoria looked between us.
"Daniel, perhaps Samantha should apologize.""
Samantha whipped around.
"Apologize? For what? Ruining a dress?""
"For what you did," Victoria insisted.
Samantha's face twisted.
"Fine! I'm sorry Emily is so obsessed with her dead mother that she can't handle a little joke!""
I flinched.
Dad set the handbag down.
"Get out.""
Samantha blinked.
"What?""
"Go to your room.""
"This is my house!""
Dad's expression hardened.
"This is my house. You are welcome here because I love your mother. But you do not get to terrorize my daughter and then demand that I pretend nothing happened.""
Victoria's face went white.
"Daniel, that's enough.""
"No. It isn't.""
He turned toward me.
"Emily, go upstairs.""
"Dad—"
"Please.""
I recognized the word.
It was the same one he used when he was trying desperately not to fall apart.
I went upstairs.
But I didn't close my bedroom door.
A few minutes later, I heard Victoria's voice rising from below.
"You cannot threaten my daughter over a dress!""
Dad answered, "I'm not threatening her.""
"Then what do you call this?""
"I call it the first consequence she's ever faced.""
Samantha shouted something I couldn't make out.
Then a door slammed.
I sat on my bed beside the ruined gown.
I had carefully collected the pearls and placed them in a small bowl. The satin lay across my lap in twisted folds.
My phone buzzed.
A text from Margaret appeared.
Emily, I just received your father's message. What happened to the dress?
I stared at the screen, unsure how to answer.
Before I could type, another message arrived.
Don't throw anything away. Not the fabric, not the pearls, not even the pieces that look useless. I need to see everything.
I wiped my eyes and replied with a photograph.
Her response came almost immediately.
Oh, sweetheart.
Then another message.
I need to tell you something about your mother's original design.
My fingers tightened around the phone.
What?
The typing bubbles appeared.
Disappeared.
Then appeared again.
Finally, she sent one sentence.
Your mother left a second version of the dress, and I never told your father because she made me promise to wait until you turned twenty-two.
I read it three times.
Tomorrow was my graduation.
My birthday was still six weeks away.
And before I could ask why, someone knocked on my bedroom door.
It was Victoria.
She stood in the doorway with her arms crossed, her expression carefully composed.
"Emily, we need to talk about what your father is planning.""
I locked my phone.
"What is he planning?""
Victoria glanced toward the staircase.
Then she stepped inside and closed the door.
"Your father has just threatened to throw Samantha out of this house.""
I stared at her.
"He has?""
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"Yes."" Her voice trembled, but her eyes remained sharp.
"And if you don't convince him to change his mind, you may be responsible for destroying this family.""
