Chapter 7: The Baby They Buried Under My Name
“I paid someone to make sure the baby who died was never identified.””
My mother's confession hung in the room.
I stared at her, waiting for her to explain it away. I wanted her to say she had chosen the wrong words, that she was exhausted, that the last seventeen years had twisted her memories into something unrecognizable.
Instead, Laura Carter folded her hands in her lap and began to cry.
“I never wanted anyone to get hurt,” she whispered.
Daniel let out a disbelieving laugh.
“You paid someone to conceal a dead child's identity, Laura. What did you think would happen?””
“I was trying to protect Emily!””
“Stop using my name!”” I shouted.
My mother flinched.
I had never raised my voice at her like that. Even during the worst arguments of my teenage years, I had always lowered my eyes when she looked hurt.
Not anymore.
“Every time you explain what you did, you say you were protecting me. You changed my birthday. You let me grow up believing a woman who wanted me was dead and a woman who lost her baby had no reason to look for me. What exactly were you protecting?””
Laura wiped her cheeks.
“The life we had.””
The honesty of that answer was worse than another lie.
I stepped backward until my shoulders touched the wall.
“So you protected your life.””
She looked at me helplessly.
“Yes,” she whispered.
“At first, I told myself it was for you. Then, as the years passed, I became afraid of losing you. I couldn't admit what I'd done without admitting that everything I'd built was wrong.””
My father stood near the kitchen doorway, his hands clenched at his sides.
“Laura, stop talking.””
She looked up at him.
“No, Michael. I'm finished protecting you.””
He stared at her as though he had never seen her before.
Perhaps he hadn't.
For seventeen years, they had survived by protecting each other's secrets. Now that the truth was escaping, they were discovering how little trust remained between them.
I looked at Rebecca.
“Who did my mother pay?””
Rebecca opened her notebook and turned several pages.
“The hospital payment was made to Patricia Wells, the records clerk Catherine mentioned. Patricia had access to the nursery logs and the paperwork used to identify deceased infants.””
Daniel's jaw tightened.
“Then she helped them switch the records.””
“Possibly,” Rebecca said.
“But we need to hear it from her.””
I picked up my phone.
Catherine was still connected.
“Did your investigator find Patricia?””
“Yes,” Catherine replied.
“He spoke to her last week. She refused to give a statement, but she agreed to meet someone if that person was connected to Elena.””
“Then I'm going.””
My father moved immediately.
“Absolutely not.””
I turned toward him.
“You don't get a vote.””
“You have no idea how dangerous this could be.””
“Dangerous for whom? Me, or you?””
His face hardened.
“Emily, I'm still your father.””
“No. You're the man who raised me. I don't know what that means anymore.””
He looked as if I had struck him.
For one brief second, I remembered being six years old, sitting on his shoulders at a Fourth of July parade. I remembered his hand holding mine when I crossed the street. I remembered the way he used to say that no matter what happened, I could always tell him the truth.
Then I remembered Elena beside a damaged car, waiting for an ambulance that my father had canceled.
The memory won.
“I want Patricia's address,” I said.
Catherine gave it to me.
Daniel immediately offered to drive me, but Rebecca insisted on coming too. My mother asked if she could join us.
I looked at her for a long time.
“Not yet.””
She nodded, crying silently.
Before I left, my father caught my sleeve.
“Emily, please. There are things about that night you still don't understand.””
I pulled away.
“Then tell me.””
He looked toward the front window, where the rain had begun to soften.
“Arthur Bennett told me the hospital records could be corrected. He said no one would ever know.””
“That doesn't answer my question.””
He lowered his voice.
“Elena wasn't the only person who could have exposed me.””
“Who else?””
He said nothing.
I left him standing in the hallway.
Patricia Wells lived in a modest house on a quiet street outside Harrisburg.
When we arrived, the curtains were drawn and a porch light glowed above the door. A small ceramic angel stood beside a flowerpot, its painted face chipped by years of weather.
Daniel knocked.
No answer.
Rebecca knocked again.
“Patricia? My name is Rebecca Mills. I worked at St. Mary's.””
A shadow moved behind the curtain.
The door opened only a few inches.
An elderly woman with white hair peered out.
“I told Catherine's investigator I had nothing to say.””
Rebecca stepped forward.
“I'm not here for Catherine. I'm here for Elena's daughter.””
Patricia's eyes moved toward me.
She stared at my face.
Then she began to tremble.
“Oh, my God.””
I swallowed.
“Do you know who I am?””
She opened the door wider.
“Yes.””
The answer came so quickly that my knees nearly buckled.
She ushered us into a small living room filled with old photographs and stacks of unopened mail. A television murmured in the corner. On the mantel stood a framed picture of a young nurse wearing a white uniform.
I recognized the hospital badge.
St. Mary's.
Patricia sat heavily in an armchair.
“I've waited seventeen years for someone to come asking about you.””
“Then why didn't you tell anyone?””
She looked down at her hands.
“Because I was a coward.””
Rebecca sat beside her.
“Tell her what happened.””
Patricia took a deep breath.
“On the night you were born, I was responsible for the nursery records. There were two baby girls. One belonged to Elena Hayes. The other belonged to Catherine Brooks.””
“What happened to Catherine's baby?””
“It died shortly after birth.””
“And what happened to me?””
Patricia looked at me.
“You were taken out of the nursery by Laura Carter.””
I closed my eyes briefly.
“Did she pay you?””
“Yes.””
“How much?””
“Five thousand dollars initially. Another seven thousand was promised after the records were changed.””
My stomach twisted.
“Did you accept the money?””
Patricia began to cry.
“Yes.””
Daniel stood up, furious.
“You helped them steal a child!””
Patricia nodded.
“I did. I told myself the baby would have a better life. I told myself the biological mother was dead, and the child would never know the difference.””
“You knew Elena was alive,” Rebecca said.
Patricia looked at her.
“For a little while.””
“What does that mean?”” I asked.
Patricia's hands shook.
“Michael came to the hospital after the accident. He told us Elena had died at the scene. He said the police were already involved, and the hospital needed to prepare the paperwork before the family arrived.””
“But Elena was alive when she reached the hospital,” Rebecca said.
“Yes.””
“Who told you she was dead?””
“Arthur Bennett.””
Daniel's expression darkened.
“Michael's attorney.””
Patricia nodded.
“He said Elena had suffered a fatal injury and that there was no point in creating confusion by keeping her records open. He told me to mark her baby as deceased, too.””
I stared at her.
“Did you?””
“Yes.””
My throat tightened.
“So the hospital recorded me as dead.””
Patricia nodded miserably.
“And Catherine was given the wrong remains to bury?””
“Yes.””
I covered my mouth.
A seventeen-year-old lie had suddenly become painfully simple.
My biological mother had given birth to me.
Someone had taken me away.
Someone else had buried an infant who wasn't her daughter.
And the people responsible had gone home to sleep.
“What happened to Elena?”” I asked.
Patricia's face crumpled.
“I don't know everything. I swear to you, I don't. But I remember seeing Michael in the emergency department.
His shirt was stained, and he was arguing with Arthur. He kept saying he had tried to call for help.””
My heart pounded.
“Did he hurt her?””
“I never saw him touch her.””
“Then what did you see?””
Patricia looked toward the window.
“I saw Daniel Hayes arrive. He was furious. He accused Michael of taking the baby. They argued near the nursery.””
Daniel sat down slowly.
“I remember that.””
Patricia nodded.
“Then Michael came into the records room. He told me that if anyone asked, Daniel had never been there.””
“Why?””
“Because Daniel had already been reported as a suspect in the accident.””
Daniel stared at her.
“What?””
Patricia swallowed.
“Arthur Bennett had called the police. He said Daniel had threatened Elena and had been seen near her car.””
“That was a lie!””
“I know that now.””
I looked at Patricia.
“Did you know Daniel was innocent?””
“I suspected it. But I was afraid that if I spoke up, Michael would expose what I'd done.””
I wanted to hate her.
Part of me did.
But she wasn't the only person who had been afraid. She was simply another adult who had decided that protecting herself mattered more than protecting a child.
“Do you still have the original nursery log?”” Rebecca asked.
Patricia hesitated.
Then she stood and walked to a small cabinet.
She unlocked the bottom drawer and removed a thick folder wrapped in plastic.
“I kept it because I knew someday someone would need it.””
Inside were handwritten entries, identification numbers, and the names of every infant admitted to the nursery on October 19, 2009.
Patricia turned to the final page.
Two entries had been crossed out.
One recorded Catherine Brooks's daughter as deceased.
The other recorded Emily Hayes as deceased.
Beneath the crossed-out names was a handwritten instruction:
Replace infant identification and amend records as directed by A. Bennett.
I stared at the signature.
Arthur Bennett.
Then I noticed something else.
Beside the instruction was a second signature, written in a different hand.
I recognized it immediately.
My father's.
Michael Carter.
But underneath his signature was a line of text that Patricia had circled in red.
*Transfer authorized by legal guardian: Daniel Hayes.*
Daniel went white.
“I never signed that.””
Patricia shook her head.
“No. You didn't.””
I looked at the page again.
Someone had forged Daniel's signature to make it appear that he had authorized my transfer.
My father hadn't merely hidden my identity.
He had made Daniel look responsible for it.
“Why?”” I whispered.
Patricia turned the page.
A folded sheet of paper slipped out.
It was a carbon copy of a letter addressed to Arthur Bennett, dated October 18, 2009, the day before I was born.
The letter had been written by my father.
I read the first paragraph.
If Elena refuses to cooperate, we proceed with the alternative arrangement. Daniel must remain unaware until the records are secured.
I looked at Daniel.
He was staring at the letter with tears in his eyes.
Then I read the final sentence.
Once Elena is gone, no one will have a legal claim to the child.
My hands began to shake.
I looked at Patricia.
“What does this mean?””
She couldn't answer.
Daniel leaned over the page, reading the words again.
Then he whispered, “Michael didn't just plan to take the baby.””
He looked at me.
“He planned to make sure Elena could never come back for you.””
My phone rang.
The screen displayed an unknown number.
I answered.
A man's voice spoke calmly.
“Emily Carter? This is Arthur Bennett.””
My blood turned cold.
“I understand you've been asking questions about St. Mary's.””
I said nothing.
He continued.
“You need to stop looking into events you don't understand. The documents you have are incomplete, and any attempt to use them could destroy the lives of several innocent people.””
I looked at the forged signature.
At the nursery log.
At the letter that had been written before I was born.
“Are you threatening me?””
“No,” Arthur replied.
“I'm offering you a chance to avoid making a terrible mistake.””
I heard a car engine through the phone.
Then he said something that made Patricia gasp.
“Your father has already told me everything. And if you continue, you'll discover that the person who changed your identity wasn't Michael Carter.””
He paused.
May you like
“It was your mother.””
The line went dead.