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Chapter 3: The Notebook in the Attorney's Briefcase

“Tell me why that man has my mother's notebook.””

Dad didn't answer until we were inside the car.

He locked the doors, checked the mirrors, and pulled away from the curb with such force that the tires squealed.

“Dad!””

“Not here.””

“You keep saying that. Not here, not now, not yet. When exactly am I allowed to know what happened to my mother?””

He gripped the steering wheel.

“I'm trying to understand what Lawson is doing.””

“Then call him.””

“I don't trust him.””

“You hired him.””

“Years ago.””

“And now he's carrying Mom's notebook.””

Dad slammed his palm against the steering wheel.

“Claire, I don't know how he got it!””

The sudden outburst silenced me.

A red light stopped us at an intersection. Sunlight flashed across the windshield, and a delivery truck rumbled past.

Dad lowered his voice.

“Your mother kept that notebook in her desk. She wrote down appointments, business transactions, things she didn't want to forget. After she died, I searched for it because I thought it might contain information about her estate.””

“Did you find it?””

“No.””

“Did you ask Rachel?””

“Yes.””

“What did she say?””

“That Elena had probably taken it with her.””

“Taken it where? She died in a car accident.””

He closed his eyes briefly.

“I know.””

“Then why would you believe that?””

He didn't answer.

The light turned green. A car behind us honked.

Dad drove on.

I turned toward the window, pressing my nails into my palm until the sharpness gave me something to focus on.

I'd spent years believing that grief made people forget things. That my father's silences were the result of pain, not guilt. That Rachel's coldness was simply the result of being forced to raise another woman's child.

Now every memory seemed to have a second meaning.

The time Rachel had insisted on cleaning Mom's old desk herself.

The afternoon she'd told me to stop asking about the lake house because the past couldn't be changed.

The night Dad had come home late and sat in the kitchen with his head in his hands.

I had never connected those moments.

I was beginning to suspect someone had counted on that.

When we arrived home, Rachel was waiting in the living room.

She stood beside the fireplace, holding a glass of sparkling water. Mia sat on the sofa with her phone in one hand and a shopping bag beside her.

The television was playing a cooking show no one was watching.

Rachel looked at the clock.

“You're late.””

Dad removed his jacket.

“We had business to attend to.””

“What business?””

“Mine.””

Her smile disappeared.

“Daniel, I am your wife. I shouldn't have to interrogate you to find out where you've been.””

“Then stop interrogating me.””

Mia lowered her phone.

“Wow. What happened to you two?””

Rachel ignored her.

“Did you take Claire to the bank?””

Dad said nothing.

Rachel's glass stopped halfway to her mouth.

“You did.””

I watched her carefully.

She wasn't surprised that we'd visited a bank.

She was frightened that we'd gone to a particular bank.

“How did you know?”” I asked.

Rachel turned toward me.

“Your father has been acting strangely all day. It wasn't difficult to guess.””

“You knew about the inheritance?””

Her expression hardened.

“What inheritance?””

“The one you tried to take control of.””

The glass slipped in her hand.

Water spilled across her fingers and dripped onto the pale carpet.

Mia stood.

“Claire, what are you talking about?””

Rachel set the glass down too quickly.

“Your sister is upset. She's had a terrible day, and she's looking for someone to blame.””

“I'm not looking for anyone to blame,” I said.

“I'm asking a question.””

“Then ask your father. He seems determined to turn everything into a mystery.””

Dad walked toward her.

“You contacted the trust administrator through Peter Lawson.””

Rachel stared at him.

For one moment, her face was completely blank.

Then she laughed.

“Peter? That was years ago. I haven't spoken to him in months.””

“Three weeks ago, his office submitted an authorization in Claire's name.””

“That's absurd.””

“Was the signature yours?””

Rachel's eyes flashed.

“Of course not!””

“Then you won't mind explaining why your name appears in the correspondence.””

She looked at me, then at Dad.

“You're accusing me of forging a legal document?””

“I'm asking you to explain.””

“You're humiliating me in my own home!””

Dad's voice dropped.

“This is my home, too.””

Rachel recoiled as if he had slapped her.

Mia moved between them.

“Stop it! Both of you! What is wrong with everyone today?””

I looked at her.

“Did you know Mom left me an inheritance?””

Mia blinked.

“What?””

“Did you know?””

“No.””

Rachel seized her daughter's arm.

“Mia, go upstairs.””

“Why? What is happening?””

“Now.””

Mia pulled free.

“Stop treating me like a child!””

For the first time, I saw genuine fear in Mia's eyes. Not the manufactured tears she used when Dad refused to buy her something. Not the wounded expression she wore whenever I received praise.

This was different.

She looked from Rachel to Dad, searching for an explanation that neither would give her.

“Mom?”” she whispered.

Rachel's face softened immediately.

“Sweetheart, this is a private matter between your father and me.””

“But Claire said—”

“Claire doesn't know what she's talking about.””

I stepped forward.

“Then explain it.””

Rachel turned on me.

“You have spent years resenting me because I refused to let you do whatever you wanted. Now you've discovered your mother left you some money, and suddenly you think everyone in this house is your enemy.””

I felt the words land, but I refused to let them settle.

“You burned my graduation dress through your daughter, and now you're telling me I'm the problem?””

Mia's head snapped toward her mother.

“What?””

Rachel's eyes narrowed.

“Don't start that again.””

“You told Mia the dress was an accident,” I said.

“You told Dad I was being dramatic. But the dress didn't catch fire by itself.””

Mia stared at me.

“I didn't mean for it to get that bad.””

Dad turned toward her.

“Get what bad?””

Mia's mouth opened.

Rachel cut in sharply.

“She was upset. She made a mistake. We have already discussed this.””

“No,” I said.

“You discussed it. You told me to get over it.””

Mia's cheeks reddened.

“You don't understand!””

“Then explain it.””

She looked at her mother.

Rachel gave her a warning glance.

It was brief, but I saw it.

And so did Dad.

“Mia,” he said quietly.

“What did you do?””

Mia's eyes filled with tears.

“I only wanted to scare her.””

The room went still.

Dad's face changed.

“Scare her how?””

Mia twisted the strap of her handbag around her fingers.

“I knew she was keeping the dress in her room. I thought if it got ruined, she'd miss the ceremony and everyone would stop making such a big deal about her for once.””

Rachel stepped forward.

“That's enough.””

But Mia was already crying.

“I didn't know it would burn so fast! I used a lighter, and the fabric caught, and I panicked. Mom told me to leave before anyone came upstairs.””

Dad stared at Rachel.

“You knew?””

Rachel's lips pressed together.

“I was protecting my daughter.””

“From the consequences of deliberately setting fire to something that belonged to Claire?””

“It was a dress, Daniel!””

“It was her graduation dress!””

“And you bought her another suit, didn't you? She still attended the ceremony. No one was hurt.””

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

Rachel had turned the destruction of something I'd worked six months to afford into an inconvenience because I had managed to survive it.

Dad took a step toward her.

“You knew what today meant to Claire.””

Rachel's voice rose.

“I know exactly what today meant! Another opportunity for you to pretend that Elena's daughter is the only person in this family who matters.””

There it was.

The resentment beneath every polite smile.

Every time she'd told me to be grateful for a roof over my head.

Every time she'd reminded me that she had chosen to love me, as if love were a favor I could never repay.

I looked at her.

“Is that why you wanted my inheritance?””

Rachel went silent.

The question seemed to strike somewhere deeper than the others.

Dad noticed.

“So you admit you knew about it.””

Rachel turned toward him.

“I knew Elena had assets. I knew she left things unresolved. I never tried to steal anything.””

“Then why did you contact Lawson?””

“I wanted to understand what the estate meant for this family.””

“It's Claire's inheritance.””

“And you think that money exists in a vacuum? We have bills, responsibilities, a household—”

“Claire has worked at a coffee shop since she was sixteen,” Dad interrupted.

“She paid for her own dress. She saved for college. What exactly have you sacrificed for her?””

Rachel's face reddened.

“I raised her!””

“No,” I said quietly.

“You lived in the same house as me.””

She turned toward me so quickly that Mia stepped back.

“You ungrateful little—”

“Rachel.””

Dad's voice cut through the room.

She stopped.

He had never said her name like that before. Not with disgust. Not with finality.

Rachel looked at him, and something in her expression shifted.

She seemed to realize that the argument had moved beyond her ability to control it.

She picked up her glass.

“Fine. Believe whatever you want. But when this family falls apart, remember who caused it.””

She walked toward the stairs.

Mia remained beside the sofa, crying silently.

As Rachel reached the landing, she stopped and looked down at us.

“One more thing, Claire.””

I lifted my chin.

“What?””

“Your mother wasn't nearly as innocent as you seem to think.””

Then she disappeared upstairs.

The words followed me long after her footsteps faded.

That evening, I found Mia sitting on the back porch.

She had changed into sweatpants and an oversized sweatshirt. Her makeup was gone, revealing the red rims of her eyes and a small mole beneath her left cheekbone.

For the first time all day, she looked like the girl I'd grown up with rather than someone performing a role.

I almost turned away.

Then she spoke.

“I'm sorry about your dress.””

I stopped beside the railing.

“Why did you do it?””

She rubbed her face.

“Because Mom said Dad was going to give you the lake house.””

I stared at her.

“What?””

“She said he was planning to transfer something else to you. She wouldn't tell me exactly what it was, but she said you were going to get everything while I got nothing.””

“That doesn't make sense. The house was already mine.””

Mia looked up sharply.

“You knew about the house?””

“No. Dad told me this morning.””

She seemed to struggle with that.

“Mom said your mother left you something that would ruin us if you ever found out about it.””

A chill passed through me.

“What did she mean?””

“I don't know. She never explained it. She just kept saying that once you turned eighteen, everything would change.””

I sat on the step beside her.

“Did she tell you to burn my dress?””

Mia shook her head.

“No. That was me.””

Her voice grew smaller.

“I wanted you to miss the ceremony. I wanted Dad to be disappointed in you for once. I thought if you failed at something, he'd finally pay attention to me.””

I looked at her.

“Dad has spent years paying for your mistakes.””

“I know.””

“He canceled your apartment because you kept demanding things you couldn't afford. I worked weekends so I wouldn't have to ask him for money.””

“I know.””

“And you burned the one thing I had worked for.””

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

“I know, Claire.””

For a moment, I wanted to tell her that I forgave her.

Not because she deserved it, but because I was tired. I was tired of being angry, tired of competing with someone who had never understood that there didn't need to be a competition.

But then I remembered the ashes on my bedroom floor.

I remembered Rachel telling me to stop making everything a battle.

And I remembered the way Mia had looked at the key.

“Did you ever see that brass key before today?”” I asked.

She hesitated.

Then she nodded.

“When?””

“Last week. Mom was in Dad's study. She had a little box on the desk, and the key was inside.””

My heartbeat quickened.

“What was she doing?””

“I don't know. I came in because I wanted money for a new phone. She shut the box and told me to get out.””

“Did she say anything else?””

Mia stared at the yard.

“She said your mother had made a mistake by trusting the wrong person.””

“Who?””

“She didn't say.””

I stood.

“Why didn't you tell Dad?””

Mia gave a bitter laugh.

“Because every time I tell Dad something about Mom, he tells me I'm confused or that I misunderstood. And because I didn't want him to find out how much I knew.””

I looked at her carefully.

“How much do you know?””

She wiped her face with her sleeve.

“Nothing. That's the problem. Mom keeps telling me that if I ask questions, I'll lose everything.””

Before I could respond, the back door opened.

Dad stood in the doorway, holding his phone.

“Claire, come inside.””

His expression was grim.

“What happened?””

He glanced at Mia.

“Peter Lawson called.””

I followed him into the kitchen.

“He wants to meet tomorrow morning. He says he has something that belonged to Elena.””

“The notebook?””

Dad nodded.

“He claims he found it among his old case files.””

I thought about the red notebook in Lawson's briefcase.

“Why would he wait until now?””

“He says he didn't realize what it was until he reviewed some documents connected to the trust.””

“Do you believe him?””

“No.””

“Then why meet him?””

Dad looked at the brass key in my hand.

“Because he says the notebook contains a record of a payment made two days before your mother died.””

I felt the air leave my lungs.

“A payment to whom?””

Dad's phone vibrated.

He read the message, then turned the screen toward me.

It was from Lawson.

*The payment was made to someone in your household. If you want to know who arranged it, come alone. Bring Claire if you must—but do not tell Rachel.*

I read it twice.

Then I looked toward the staircase.

Somewhere upstairs, a door closed softly.

Rachel was still in the house.

And if Lawson was telling the truth, the answer to my mother's death might have been living under the same roof as me for five years.

Dad reached for his phone.

“We're not going.””

I grabbed his wrist.

“Wait.””

He looked at me.

“Claire, this could be a trap.””

“Maybe. But if the notebook has evidence, we need to see it.””

“And if Lawson is lying?””

“Then we'll know.””

Dad's face tightened.

“Your mother asked me to protect you.””

“Then stop protecting me from the truth.””

He stared at me for a long time.

Finally, he nodded.

“All right. But we go together, and we tell Mrs. Bennett where we're going.””

I slipped the brass key into my pocket.

For the first time since Mom's death, I felt as though I was moving toward something instead of running from it.

Then my phone buzzed.

A final message appeared from the unknown number.

*Don't meet Lawson. He didn't steal your mother's notebook. He was paid to hide it. And the person who paid him has just found out you're looking.*

I looked at Dad.

He had received the same message.

His face had gone completely white.

Because beneath the warning was a photograph.

A grainy image of a woman standing beside my mother's car on the night she died.

The woman was wearing a cream-colored blouse.

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And on her wrist was a diamond bracelet I had seen a thousand times.

Rachel's bracelet.

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