Chapter 8: My Brother's Condition
I didn't reply to Alexander's email immediately.
I spent twenty minutes staring at his photograph, searching for familiar features. His eyes were mine. His nose was slightly crooked, as if it had been broken once. His hair was dark, with a few strands falling across his forehead.
He looked ordinary.
That was what frightened me.
I had spent the last two days discovering that the people closest to me could keep extraordinary secrets while still smiling over breakfast.
Rachel sat across from me at her kitchen table.
“Let's not assume the third baby existed.””
“Why would he say that?””
“To provoke you. To get you to meet him. We don't know anything about this man.””
“He sent a photograph.””
“Photographs can be real and still tell you nothing about someone's intentions.””
I read the email again.
I know what your mother did.
The words made my chest tighten.
I had spent my entire life believing I was an only child. My father had never mentioned siblings. My mother had never hinted at another baby.
Now a stranger claimed we had been born on the same night, and that there was a third child.
I opened my laptop.
“I'm going to ask him for proof.””
Rachel nodded.
“Good. No personal information. No meeting alone. And don't tell him where you're staying.””
I typed:
My name is Emma Bennett. I need to verify your identity before discussing anything further. Please tell me the hospital where you were born, your date of birth, and what you know about the records.
I read it twice before sending.
His reply arrived eleven minutes later.
St. Mary's Hospital. September 14, 1989. I was born forty-three minutes after you.
A second message followed.
My adoptive parents named me Alexander Reed. I discovered the name Adrian Cole in my adoption file last year. I contacted him because I wanted to know who I was.
I leaned closer to the screen.
What did he tell you? I typed.
The answer came quickly.
That my mother was a liar.
I looked at Rachel.
“He contacted Adrian before me.””
She frowned.
“Which means Adrian may have been preparing for this.””
Another email arrived.
I have copies of the original hospital records. If you want to see them, meet me tomorrow at ten. I'll bring everything.
I hesitated.
Then I asked, Why did you mention a third baby?
This time, the reply took longer.
When it came, it contained no explanation.
Only a photograph.
It showed three infant identification bracelets on a white hospital blanket.
The first read EMMA BENNETT.
The second read ALEXANDER COLE.
The third bracelet had been turned upside down.
Beneath the photograph, Alexander had written:
Because I found three.
I sat back.
Rachel stood and began pacing.
“Absolutely not. We are not walking into another mystery without a lawyer.””
“I agree.””
“You do?””
“Yes.””
She stopped.
“Then why are you looking at me like that?””
“Because I'm going to meet him with Margaret.””
Rachel exhaled.
“Fine. But I'm coming too.””
The next morning, Margaret Hale arranged a meeting in a conference room at her office. She had contacted the hospital's legal department and requested confirmation that the records Alexander claimed to possess were genuine.
When we arrived, he was already waiting.
He stood beside the window with a thick folder in his hands.
Up close, the resemblance was even more unsettling.
He had my eyes, my father's narrow chin, and the same slight crease between his eyebrows that appeared whenever I was concentrating.
He looked at me for a long moment.
Then he said, “You look like him.””
I stiffened.
“Which him?””
“Thomas Bennett.””
My throat tightened.
“You knew my father?””
“No. But I've seen photographs.””
He extended his hand.
“Alexander Reed.””
I shook it.
“Emma Bennett.””
His grip was firm, but his fingers trembled slightly.
“I'm sorry about everything you've been through.””
I looked at him carefully.
“You've known about me for a year. Why contact me now?””
He pulled out a chair.
“Because until last week, I believed my adoption records were incomplete. Then someone mailed me copies of documents from St. Mary's.””
“Who?””
“I don't know. There was no return address.””
He opened the folder.
Inside were photocopies of birth records, adoption papers, and a handwritten note bearing my mother's signature.
Margaret put on her glasses.
“May I examine these?””
Alexander nodded.
She studied the papers in silence.
Then she looked up.
“These appear consistent with the hospital's records, but I won't confirm authenticity until the hospital completes its review.””
Alexander accepted that without argument.
I appreciated it more than I expected.
“Tell me about the third baby,” I said.
He turned to a page near the back.
It was a handwritten nursery log from the night we were born.
Three entries appeared beneath the date.
Emma Bennett.
Alexander Cole.
Baby C.
My stomach tightened.
“What is Baby C?””
“I don't know,” Alexander said.
“The entry has no surname, no time of birth, and no discharge information.””
“Could it have been a clerical error?””
“Possibly. But the hospital confirmed that three infants were registered in the maternity ward that night.””
I looked at Margaret.
She read the page again.
“This will require further investigation.””
Alexander leaned forward.
“There's something else. The records show that Baby C was transferred out of the nursery at 2:17 a.m.””
“Transferred where?””
“That's what I want to know.””
I stared at the page.
My mother had been in the hospital that night.
She had admitted altering records.
But had she altered the records of two babies—or three?
“Did you ask Adrian?”” I said.
“Yes.””
“What did he say?””
Alexander's mouth tightened.
“He told me that my adoption was none of my business.””
I frowned.
“How can your own adoption be none of your business?””
“That's what I asked him. Then he offered me money to stop investigating.””
My stomach turned.
“How much?””
“Enough to pay off my mortgage.””
“Did you accept?””
“No.””
He met my eyes.
“I don't want his money. I want my identity.””
For the first time, I believed him.
Not because I knew him.
Because I recognized the exhaustion in his face.
It was the exhaustion of someone who had spent too long being told that asking questions was a betrayal.
I looked at the third entry.
“Do you think Baby C was Adrian's child?””
“I think it's possible.””
“And you think my mother knew?””
“I think she knew more than she admitted.””
I rubbed my stomach.
My daughter shifted beneath my palm.
I wondered what kind of family she would grow up in.
Would she someday discover that the people she trusted had hidden an entire branch of her history?
Would I be tempted to protect her from the truth the way my mother had tried to protect me?
Or would I learn to tell her the truth, even when it hurt?
Margaret closed the folder.
“I recommend that we contact the hospital's records department and request a formal review. We should also obtain the adoption records through the proper legal channels.””
Alexander nodded.
“Agreed.””
I looked at him.
“Why did you say I should ask my mother what happened to the third baby?””
“Because I spoke to her yesterday.””
My heart jumped.
“You spoke to Darla?””
“Yes.””
“When?””
“After I received the documents. I called the number listed in an old file.””
“What did she say?””
Alexander looked toward the window.
“At first, she denied knowing who I was. Then I told her my date of birth and the name on my adoption papers.””
He paused.
“She started crying.””
I felt a chill.
“What else?””
“She said she was sorry.””
“Sorry for what?””
“She wouldn't tell me.””
I stood.
“We need to talk to her.””
Alexander gathered his papers.
“I tried. She hung up.””
I looked at Margaret.
“Can we take him to the hospital?””
“I can arrange a meeting, but I want the records secured first. If your mother is frightened, confronting her without preparation may cause her to withdraw.””
Alexander shook his head.
“I don't want to frighten her. I want her to tell us the truth.””
I studied him.
“Then why did you threaten me with the third baby?””
His expression changed.
“I didn't threaten you.””
“You said, 'Ask her what happened to the third baby.'' You knew that would upset me.””
“I wanted you to understand that this wasn't just about our father. There may be another person whose identity was taken away.””
“Then you could have said that.””
He lowered his gaze.
“You're right.””
His immediate admission surprised me.
He continued.
“I've spent my entire life feeling like the missing piece in someone else's story. When I found out there might be another child, I panicked. I thought if I didn't make you take this seriously, you'd walk away.””
I remembered how many times I'd done exactly that.
How many times I'd allowed someone else's fear to dictate my decisions.
“I won't walk away,” I said.
“But I won't be manipulated either.””
He nodded.
“Fair enough.””
We left Margaret's office together.
In the elevator, Alexander stood beside me, looking down at his hands.
“Can I ask you something?”” he said.
“Yes.””
“Did Thomas really love you?””
The question hurt more than I expected.
I looked at him.
“He was my father.””
“I know. But Adrian told me Thomas only raised you to punish him.””
I felt anger flare.
“That man doesn't get to tell you what my father felt.””
Alexander nodded.
“I wanted to hear it from you.””
I took a breath.
“Thomas taught me to ride a bike. He sat beside me when I was sick. He walked me down the aisle at my wedding. When I was eight, I asked whether he'd still love me if I wasn't really his daughter.””
Alexander looked up.
“What did he say?””
“He told me I could have been born on Mars, and he'd still be my dad.””
Alexander turned away.
His shoulders began to shake.
For a moment, I didn't know what to do.
Then I reached for his hand.
He gripped mine tightly.
“I wish someone had said that to me,” he whispered.
I swallowed.
“Maybe we can start by saying it to each other.””
He looked at me.
I didn't know whether we could become close. I didn't know whether we would ever agree about Adrian, or whether the third baby was real.
But I knew we had both been robbed of the chance to ask questions while we were young enough to believe the answers.
My phone rang as we stepped outside.
Cole.
I almost declined the call.
Then I answered.
“Emma, you need to come to the house.””
“Why?””
“I found something in Darla's old paperwork.””
“What?””
His voice broke.
“A birth certificate.””
I stopped walking.
“For whom?””
He took a shaky breath.
“Mine.””
I stared at Alexander.
Cole continued.
“And Emma, there's a name on it that doesn't match anything Darla ever told me.””
“What name?””
May you like
He went silent for a moment.
Then he said, “The person listed as my biological mother isn't Darla.””