Chapter 4: The Thing My Wife Tried to Hide
Claire's hand disappeared into her coat pocket just as the elevator doors closed behind her.
I couldn't stop looking at it.
Whatever she had slipped inside was small enough to conceal in her palm, but the movement had been deliberate. Practiced. She had checked the hallway before doing it, and when she realized I had seen her, she had immediately tried to distract me.
“Mark,” she said, approaching with a strained smile, “who exactly have you been talking to?””
I ended the call with Eleanor but kept the phone in my hand.
“Your mother.””
Claire stopped three feet away.
“Why?””
“Because she contacted me after you told her Maya had found something she shouldn't have found.””
Her expression hardened.
“She had no right to involve herself.””
“She's Maya's grandmother.””
“She hasn't acted like a grandmother in years.””
“Maybe there's a reason for that.””
Claire glanced toward Maya's room.
“How is she?””
It was the first time since we had arrived that Claire had asked me a direct question about our daughter's condition.
I should have been relieved.
Instead, I noticed that her eyes kept drifting toward the nurses' station, where the evidence bag containing the bottle had been taken.
“The doctors are still running tests,” I answered.
“They're investigating the pills you gave her.””
“I told you they were vitamins.””
“Then why did you tell Maya not to tell me about them?””
“I didn't.””
“Maya says you did.””
“Maya is frightened. She's confused. She's been sick, and now everyone is filling her head with terrible ideas.””
“Who is everyone, Claire? The nurse? The doctor? Me?””
She drew a breath through her nose.
“You know what I mean.””
“No, actually, I don't.””
For a moment, neither of us spoke.
A child cried somewhere down the hall. A telephone rang at the nurses' station. The ordinary sounds of the hospital continued around us, almost offensively normal.
Claire reached for my hand.
“Mark, please. We've been married for eleven years. You know me.””
I looked at her fingers resting against mine.
I remembered those hands fastening Maya's seat belt. Cutting strawberries into heart shapes. Holding mine at our wedding while we promised to love each other through everything.
I wanted desperately to recognize the woman standing in front of me.
“Then tell me the truth,” I said.
Her fingers tightened.
“About what?””
“Ethan.””
She released my hand.
“Who told you that name?””
“Your mother.””
Claire's expression shifted, and I watched the familiar smile vanish.
“Of course she did.””
“What happened to your brother?””
“Nothing you need to concern yourself with.””
“He was three years old when he died. Eleanor says the doctors found signs of poisoning.””
Claire stared at me.
Then she laughed.
It was a short, brittle sound that made a nearby nurse glance in our direction.
“My mother has spent half her life rewriting history. She needs someone to blame for what happened to Ethan, and now she's decided it's me.””
“Did you give him those tablets?””
“No.””
“Did you know he was being poisoned?””
“No!””
Her voice echoed down the corridor.
A nurse approached.
“Sir, ma'am, please keep your voices down.””
Claire immediately lowered her head and pressed a hand against her mouth, as if she were struggling not to cry.
“I can't believe this,” she whispered.
“My daughter is in the hospital, and my husband is accusing me of killing my brother.””
“I haven't accused you of anything. I'm asking questions.””
“Because you believe her.””
“I believe Maya.””
That silenced her.
For a few seconds, Claire looked at me as though I had struck her.
Then she turned toward the examination room.
“I want to see my daughter.””
“She asked you to stay away.””
“She's ten, Mark. She doesn't get to decide whether her mother can see her.””
“She gets to tell us when she's afraid.””
“Afraid of what? Me?””
I didn't answer.
Claire stepped closer.
“You need to think carefully about what you're doing. You have no idea what my mother is capable of.””
“Then tell me.””
She looked toward the nurses' station again.
“Not here.””
“That's becoming a pattern.””
Her lips pressed together.
Then she reached into her coat pocket and pulled out a tissue.
As she unfolded it, something small and white slipped from the fabric and landed on the floor.
We both looked down.
It was a tablet.
Claire moved so quickly that I barely had time to react. She snatched it up and closed her fist around it.
“What was that?”” I demanded.
“Nothing.””
“Claire.””
“It's my medication.””
“What medication?””
She looked toward the nurse approaching us.
“It's prescribed. I don't have to discuss my private medical information with you in a hallway.””
“Then show it to the doctor.””
Her eyes flashed.
“Don't tell me what to do.””
The nurse stopped beside us.
“Is everything all right?””
“Fine,” Claire said immediately.
I kept my eyes on my wife.
“My wife just dropped a tablet from her pocket. Given what's happened to our daughter, I think the doctor needs to know about it.””
Claire's face turned scarlet.
“You cannot be serious.””
The nurse remained composed.
“If there's any concern about a medication, we can ask the medical team to assess it. No one should be taking unidentified tablets in the hospital.””
“It's not unidentified,” Claire snapped.
“I know exactly what it is.””
“Then you can show the packaging to the clinical team.””
Claire hesitated.
That hesitation told me more than her anger had.
She finally opened her hand.
The tablet was gone.
I stared at her palm.
“Where is it?””
“I put it away.””
“Where?””
“Mark, stop.””
The nurse's expression changed.
“Mrs. Bennett, I need you to remain here while I speak with the doctor.””
Claire's eyes widened.
“You're treating me like a criminal!””
“No one has said that,” the nurse replied.
“We're responding to a concern involving medication and a child.””
Claire looked at me, and for the first time, there was no performance left in her face.
Only fury.
“You've ruined everything.””
Then she turned and walked toward the elevators.
I didn't follow her.
Instead, I went back into Maya's room.
My daughter was awake, staring at the ceiling. A small monitor had been attached to her finger, and an intravenous line ran into her arm.
When she saw me, she immediately searched my face.
“Is Mom gone?””
“For now.””
“Did she get the bottle?””
“No. The doctors have it.””
Maya exhaled, and her shoulders relaxed slightly.
I pulled my chair beside the bed.
“Sweetheart, I need to ask you something. Did you ever see your mother take the same tablets she gave you?””
Maya's expression changed.
“Yes.””
“When?””
“Sometimes at night. She would go into the bathroom and lock the door.””
I tried to keep my voice even.
“Did you see the bottle?””
“Once. I saw it on the counter when she came out. It looked like mine, but it had a different label.””
“Did you ask her about it?””
Maya nodded.
“She said grown-ups sometimes need stronger vitamins.””
I rubbed my face.
“Did she ever make you take more than one?””
“Sometimes.””
“Did you feel worse afterward?””
“Usually.””
“Did you tell her?””
Maya looked at me as if the answer should have been obvious.
“She said that was how I knew they were working.””
My stomach twisted.
I leaned forward and kissed her forehead.
“Listen to me. From now on, you don't take anything unless a doctor tells us what it is. Not vitamins, not medicine, nothing. Okay?””
“Okay.””
“And if anyone tells you to keep something secret from me, you can always tell me.””
Her eyes filled.
“Even if it's Mom?””
I swallowed hard.
“Especially then.””
A quiet knock sounded at the door.
Dr. Patel entered carrying a clipboard.
“We've received some preliminary information from the laboratory,” he said.
“Maya's results show abnormalities that we're investigating, but we don't have a definitive explanation yet. Her examination also indicates that we need to continue evaluating the abdominal pain.””
“Could the pills be responsible?””
“They could be contributing. We need to identify the substance before we can say more.””
He glanced at Maya.
“Has she mentioned anyone else who might have taken these tablets?””
I looked at my daughter.
Maya hesitated.
Then she whispered, “Grandma.””
Dr. Patel lowered the clipboard.
“What do you mean, sweetheart?””
Maya pulled the blanket toward her chest.
“Mom said Grandma used to take them, too.””
My pulse quickened.
“When did she tell you that?”” I asked.
“Yesterday.””
“What exactly did she say?””
Maya's voice became so quiet that I had to lean closer.
“She said Grandma took the same medicine when Uncle Ethan was sick.””
Dr. Patel and I exchanged a look.
“Did she say why?”” he asked.
Maya shook her head.
“She said Grandma knew what was in the bottle.””
A chill moved through me.
For years, Claire had described her mother as a cruel, controlling woman who had destroyed their family after Ethan's death. Now Maya was telling us that Claire had connected Eleanor to the very medication that might have made her sick.
Someone was lying.
Possibly both of them.
My phone vibrated.
A new message from Eleanor appeared.
*Mark, I need to tell you something I never told the police. I found Claire's old diary after Ethan died.*
A second message followed.
*She wrote down everything she gave him.*
I stared at the screen.
May you like
Then the final message arrived.
*And the last entry has your daughter's name in it.*